I tried so hard to smile, acting as if nothing is wrong.

If only i can clear everything just with a stroke or by the delete button,I would.

A DAY):

I am now at work blogging again. Ohwells, as my work there is basically nothing to do. Anyway, I doubt people will read my blog when I blogged less often recently and nothing really interesting. Oh wells, my blog is usually at the extreme both end is either I am feeling damn happy, if not is the upsetting part.

Alot of my friends have received letters from 1/2/3 university alrd, jealous ttm. But what can I do? W.A.I.T. (that’s e only word)

Others are spoiling for choices, while me is left with no choices huh. Disappointment once is enough, repeating the same scene again is tiring and it took me quite long to get over that. SO I REALLY PRAY HARD AND HOPE IT WON’T HAPPENED AGAIN!

Anyway, I am supposed to go camp with Hannah luai next week, but I backed out last min maybe is cos I don’t want to receive any news regarding university in camp such as letter and my parents will probably know It way before me. And I knew that my mum will prob be damn sad and she will not ever show it to me as she know I will be feeling worse than her and I will not tell her. Ohman, but I feel so bad to her by backing out last min

Okay, ALVANA time to be more optimistic maybe things isn’t that bad afterall.WHEN all doors is closed; there will still be a window open for you. YA RIGHT, I HOPE HUH.

Hopefully the next time I blog is GOOD NEWS.YES, it will be.

On a lighter note, congrates to all my friends who got in to university! (:

monday bluesssss):

Today is school holiday but I still need to work.ohman so boringggg! Since I have plenty of time to spare I shall blogged but I got nth to blog.HMM okay shall upload my COOL CAR pics! (:

ANG JL loves my car ok! Hahhaha. Anyway, when I am too free I tend to think abt my uni application which is a bad thing cos THEY HAVE NOT REPLIEd YET while almost everyone has gotten it. Sian ttm.I GUESS I HAVE PUT THE WRONG CHOICE!): that’s rather stupid of me cos I always regret after I have chosen. ARGH.ohwell,I cant do anything now either.

april!:D

It has been around 2 months since I have blogged, due to the stagnant lifestyle I have(work, and WORK and MORE WORK): ) Did I mention that I have quitted my job at RWS?well, I have quit but I miss my colleagues excluding one and I have made many friends from RWS too!(:

So now, I am working in a temp job that just requires me to stare at foreign exchange market and sieve out the error, sound pro huh.BUT actually is damn slack so basically I was facebooking,online etc.THANKS  to Hannah luai jia min I get entertained most of the time!(: (we both love ORANGE btw!)

And now I am missing out with a lot of ppl cos of my WORK so I can’t go shopping, chitchat/gossips session with my GF,BFF,WOANY,MY CLASS ‘CLICK’2009, MY J1’2008 GIRLEYS and the bert’s gang!): I also didn’t went for any basketball training cos I am working and I wanted so much to support them in national!): I AM GETTING FAT SOON WITHOUT ANY EXERCISE RECENTLY, but I realized I start to dislike the heat from the sun(I feel I will melt anytime,LOL).

Since I am rather free now, shall blogged abt my current activities. I went to orchard central and climb the rock wall with Hannah luai! (Btw is freeeee! hehe) it was an awesome/FUN/exciting experience (: I miss rock climbing in yangshuo with my fellow yangshuo-ers but all of them are now in army so no time to meet up. I realized I always do fun/tiring(cos I always need to walk all over e place and we both get lost due to the lack of sense of direction)/awesome stuff with her huh.hahah

Thanks to her, I went to MAYDAY concert free and get paidddd! :D

Yesterday I just went for ZUNO concert at RWS too cos my cousin gave me 2 free tixs though I don’t know who is him but well, he shall be the first Korean celeb that I know then! He is quite cute when he smiles actually.

I guess now I will blogged pretty often since my job allows me to slack and get paid! Hehe

I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY SHOW LUO TO COME TO SINGAPOREEEE!SIYI WE GO FETCH HIM TOGETHER OKAY!(:

WAITING IS VIRTUE,SO I SHALL WAIT PATIENTLY.IBELIEVETHATITWILLCOMESOON.

MARCH:D

It has been ages since I have blogged I guess.  March I took my results, chiong work just to get my SHOPPING LISTS STUFF CANCEL! Hahah. ANW, bf AKA show luo is going to have his concert on MAY 22^nd!!! TIME TO SAVE UP to buy a DSLR and his concert ticket! (: can’t wait to see him and I AM GOING WITH LOW SIYI!!!:D So for the month of March and April, going to work more! More work means more pay which also means I CAN SHOP MORE and buy more stuff!! BUT I NEED TO SAVE UP TOO!!

And it has been quite some time since I met up with CWL huhhh.  WHERE HAVE U GONE TO??!!??!HAHAHA. And today I saw MAGGGGG HO at the wardrobe (:  DURING MARCH, I have been meeting up with gf,bff,woany gang,cher gang!((: 

Busy applying for uni, I NEED TO GET INTO UNIIII!!! SOOOO PRAY HARDDD!!!!!! I’ll promise I will study hard when I get in and get first class honors huh. YA right.LOL

That’s all for today, I got workkk today hopefully I can sit on BSGGG and rapidsss!!!(: